Thursday, August 27, 2009

Acnenemy


Is there anything in this world u fear the most? Some might answer ghost. Maybe cockroaches? The only thing that I fear the most is acne. It’s been a while since it’s haunting me again. Its back. Back for good? Maybe…

Acne is just like cancer, it require a person to equip with unlimited courage to fight for it. It’s either you won or you lose. The only difference between cancer and acne is one cause dead and the other one cause a person to have low self-esteem.

I could not recall how many times I cry over the phone telling my brother how acne has drag my confidence down

I could not remember how many times I loss my temper to family and friends

We are humans. When we faced with our own limitations, we react with irritation, anger and resentment. We want things to work out on our way, and we become upset when it doesn’t happen.

But acne has shows me the different perspectives in my life and to observe in different angle.

I still remember how my mom trying her very best to gather ancient recipe to reduce acne and not to forget her dozen bowls of awful taste Chinese herb

My dad and brother, with their unlimited support in finance and words of encouragement

My two lovely sisters with their patience as I’m asking the same repeating questions everyday, for many times

Chrys: My acne getting better?
Sis: Yeah, it’s getting better... (Serious)
Chrys: U r lying!
Sis: It’s getting worse than ever (Mad)
Chrys: Really? (Sad)
Sis: $#%&*#$&

I’m a fighter and I’m going to overcome my acne without fears! The next time you see me around,I'll be looking great...Wish me Luck!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Chrys and The Great Wall


There is a wall in my heart...I’m not aware when the construction has started, but somehow when I realized its existence, it’s almost done.My heart is surrounded with Chrys: The Great Wall and don't know how to treat a person genuinely.

Does u still recall the last time your heart being touched? I do…It’s on my 21st Birthday when my best friend, Joelle brought over a birthday cake all the way to my house just to celebrate birthday with me. That time I does not know how to reacts, and I could not remember what is my expression. But one thing for true, my heart felt warm. As time go swiftly by, it really makes me reminisce our pure friendship.

Today, this kind of heart warming feelings back again. Thanks to a bunch of my friends in UniMAP for giving me one of the best day in my life<26.08.09>. I was surprised as present’s pops out from nowhere, just right on my bed. A lovely handmade flowers and my idol pillow case. It’s not my birthday, not any related special dates but somehow they do brighten my day.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you. It's not what inside the present matters,it's you guys sincerity that capture my heart. Thanks for the presents and the most importantly,a genuine heart.

And Chrys: The Great Wall has been demolished...Who says The Great Wall never falls? But this time it falls to the power of friendship and not to the enemy.