23rd

Turning a year older, is another state of reminder, reminds me that I no longer a little girl. No more fooling around, no more wasting time and no more taking things for granted.

I feel lost, undecided and insecure of how my future holds. This year I have these strong feeling of growing up to be an adult. I do learned great lessons this year.

I had loss trust but I gained sober.

I had loss confidence but I rebuild it.

I had loss respect but I found my dignity.

I had loss direction but I moved on.

I had loss a best friend but I own memories.

My birthday wishes for this year?

I wish I enjoy what 23rd years old age has to offer now. Be strong and daring to persuade a life that I always wanted instead of hiding behind my fears and wonder the rest of my life whether I could have done something or not. No more second doubt about myself.

As the saying goes, “Time and tide wait for no man.”

Happy 23rd Birthday to me.

For a better Chrys. Cheers!